Smiley...

Today I dont feel so good. Kinda felt low and sad. I lost in my quest to fight for my promotion. Well I already expected that that lobster would not be that kind but I want to try it anyway. The verdict is I am right....he is not that kind.

Well at least someone know what I did and how much I have put it into.....So God, can I have a good promotion hahahaha.. You know I felt so low today after the meeting. Then, at night my sister called me and told me that go outside and see the moon. So I thought what is so special about it, so I went and see nothing because at that time I was having drinks with Karin & Chin Wei. The buildings kinda blocked the view. Then as we are driving back, I saw it.

Two stars that makes like an eye and the cresent moon which is in a U shape.....it indeed looks like a smiley face. Then, all of a sudden i felt good again. I felt like God is smiling down at me hahaha. I felt energetic and somehow received the assurance that I am seeking.

Last week I was almost in tears when my ex boss left. He is going back to europe. I was almost in tears because he told me "Kevin, I am very proud of you". Yeah, with just that it touched and moved me so much......I mean how many times people actually told you that. All my hardwork is sort of paid off even with just one recognition. All I am fighting for is really for someone to acknowledge me....... I am so happy on that day, with just a simple statement like that would already make me a great day....Thank you.....