Change....A simple yet frightful word....

Today went to Church and had this sermon that had me thinking, or rather make me realised many things about change.

Life itself if you do not take the extra step to move forward, you find itself repeating every single thing on its own. Without a change, this routine cyclic will remained until you make an effort to introduce something new into your life. This new thing that you introduced are the stroke of colours that you are painting on your life. Change itself has two result i think, one is you got what you wished for or you can get something that is awfully wrong. Some people is too complacent with what they have that they do not anticipate or hate change. But change is envitable.

For me, I want a change every now and then. I always only gave myself three years in everything, except relationship of course, to initiate a change. I find it is necessary to have new dreams, a new plan and a new ways in every three years. Three years are long enough to have a habit kicks in and enough for you to learn and to have what experience has to offer. Some did it in five years, but that is ok. What most important thing is we do dream. When we talked about dream, we basically dont just give it a thought. We have to plan and then make sure that the change is there in place to bring the dream to life. I like to set a realistic dreams for myself and I still do. Small dream with small plan can bring as much satisfaction as big dreams.

That is the reason I chose Canada, this time around. I want a change, not just to my career but also to my environment. I need to enlarge my social network, my spiritual walks and most importanly my life experiences. A change for me is something that always a part of me.....something that I like to try, even though at times I have a great deal of fear in me. I mean who will not be fearful right for something that you do not see. Men are most frightful for things that they have no idea of, like something that they cant see, hear or touch.....so little knowledge of the other side of the city makes you fear to attack the enemy. But what you got is to only use one card...."FAITH". You need to have faith in what you believe in......I find it important. Its faith that always drive people to go to the other side of the mountain even if they cant see where they are heading to. So today I told myself, I am going to renew my faith.......to just go with faith, to walk with faith and to work with faith. Everything shall be fine and if it doesnt, its still ok I got something added to my life to share.....

When I looked up to the sky and I know HE is smiling back at me.........and with that I know I will have everything to make the impossibles to be a reality that I can live with.